"Give me real, don't give me fake."

There is nothing i hate more then fake people.

You know when you see some one and they just seem like they are creating this kind of persona that isn't themselves. I find it happens alot with people who aren't really good looking or something. It's like they think they need to compensate.

There is this one girl i know through a friend, and she is like, well large. I always see her and watch the things she does, and it kind of seems like she is just doing these things to come off as something or trying to compensate her looks with a personality. Like she is trying to act weird and edgey so that people think her inner beauty is great. And it works, there are a few people who think she is great, like follow her and love her for being this type of person. But all i see is a fake person, like she isn't really like that inside. And all i see is more layers you have to disect before you find her.

But i also admire this same girl, she always seems happy. She seems like she is contempt with the way she looks, she has accepted that she is different and instead of walking around feeling sorry for herself she stays resiliant to everything. But i also look at her and wonder if she actually deals with all the critisizm or absorbs it all and then bottles it up, waiting for one final time when she is gonna let it all out.

hopefully i am wrong, and she is actually cool and edgey, but if she does just put it on, like a big show she is a character in, i think she'll soon realise that people will like her for who ever she is, and that she her real self is greater than this person she created.

"Give me real, don't give me fake." Chris Martin Coldplay